feeling the blues

i feeling really out of place these few days there's a reason, but not going to talk about it. haiya,these few days, everyone around me leep teasing me especially mr leow n the class. peace is up...yup, feeling very peaceful. but it doesnt feel so real. i have learnt to let go in some areas oredi, cant expect to much. Gonna c a psychologist soon, it is gonna be a tough journey.it is so scary, but c whether it opens another door to my life...