E dae before the NTU JC CHALLENGE

hmmm.many things to pack ,cant seem to organise things ok people, little minty is goin for a short trip to ntu... wont be around... wonder how's mao n rach is doing....y they nv respond....wah...so upset but nv....i will be busy anywae, cant wait to see them again... oh ya just to report...i wish the person happy birthdae oredi.. yup.i make sure he recieved it...ov msn....

IMPORTANT FOR MAO N RACH

mao and rach i'm here very lonely...... u better send me postcard or i go nuts

P.S:u better send ah...or nt i will really go crazy.i goin to email u my home address.......check ur email

wahhhhh......i miss u two

must send

must send

must send

i'm lonely

Ahhh!Ntu jc challenge is around the corner....cant wait for it.... but now, i'm bored n lonely...... mao is gone......off to australia for two weeks.... hai....no one to complain to...if onli she was around oh bother.......someone's birthdae is ard the corner n i havent send the card yet...shod i give it personally anywae,its just a fren right? where's mao mao...............sad, lonely minty u have here.....

A day to think about

Hmmmm, lessons learnt today.Never, never trust boys when they are trying to play a trick on you. So mean of them, make me cry in Burger King today where everyone is around eating away. I tell you, i cry like for 1.5 hrs. I was like sooooooooooooo upset u noe. Anger at myself on WHy i acted so stupidly. In the end they apologise and tried to make me happy again. No going onto the details on wat happened.It is tooo embarrassing. To KW n JON: I forgive you, but plz dun joke on this type of thing again.It hurts u noe...scared me for life(haha, as if). Oh ya, bought a new pair of earings,eyeing on it for a few months oredi.hmmm, on the bus home, i found out something very important but i feel very helpless, cant seem to do anything. well, that's life that moves at a pace which is very fast, cannt catch up though.People changed n situations keep happening.ok watever..... I feel frens r important.but plz i value honesty alot, so if anyone is unhappy with me plz tell me.thanx. time to sleep nw........

MEow

i luv being a cat i luv my frens n finally i found my long lost fren YEah.......................................... No more words can express my feelings Dunno wad to do anymore i'm goin crazy i want school,iwant school I duncare just wanna go school......

feeling the blues

i feeling really out of place these few days there's a reason, but not going to talk about it. haiya,these few days, everyone around me leep teasing me especially mr leow n the class. peace is up...yup, feeling very peaceful. but it doesnt feel so real. i have learnt to let go in some areas oredi, cant expect to much. Gonna c a psychologist soon, it is gonna be a tough journey.it is so scary, but c whether it opens another door to my life...

Dare You To Move by Switchfoot

Welcome to the planet

Welcome to existence

Everyone's here

Everyone's here

Everybody's watching you now

Everybody waits for you now

What happens next?

What happens next?

I dare you to move

I dare you to move

I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor

I dare you to move

I dare you to move

Like today never happened

Today never happened before

Welcome to the fallout

Welcome to resistance

The tension is here

The tension is here

Between who you are and who you could be

Between how it is and how it should be

I dare you to move

I dare you to move

I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor

I dare you to move

I dare you to move

Like today never happened

Today never happened

Maybe redemption has stories to tell

Maybe forgiveness is right where you fell

Where can you run to escape from yourself?

Where you gonna go?

Where you gonna go?

Salvation is here

I dare you to move

I dare you to move

I dare you to lift yourself

Lift yourself up off the floor

I dare you to move

I dare you to move

Like today never happened

Today never happened

Today never happened

Today never happened before

Y like that....

Y like that..... Thought that i wod be happy that pw is over for good. but it doesnt seem so.... i feel that nothing could make me happy though..... wonder wat wod truly make me smile frm my heart... Everyone has 2 faces, including me.... but no one lets it out..... i wanna be free forever but will always be bounded reminds me of a song in my convent daes....

Some birds live in cages, but never learn to fly

and like those birds i never found my wings

but lord your love release me

so i could see the sky

and now i'm soaring as i sing

Spirit wings

you take me up above of the earth bound things

and like a bird i'm soaring, soaring free

and of your all, your spirit wings

oh lord of all

you take me up

you lift me up, your majesty

i'm soaring free in your spirit wings

eh, i think tt's roughly the lyrics, can't really remember though >.<

Exams over or finally here...

Exams, exams......Y do i fear soooo much? Some how or rather , the fear is deep in me....... ok.watever.i dun care anymore Wish i was back in my convent days.... Where life was free and easy.... miss those daes where me n the e girls would go out n play together life is sooo boring now Everytime there is a holidae,i will think of them.... It makes me wanna cry, i miss them so much.... actually, i treasure people around me but i may be too dependent on them Was quite afraid tt i wod lose them one dae... This year my birthdae was one without them, abit weird though Thinkin back,to grow up or be stuck in that little happy world of mine,ignorant of everything around me?