5 Days to e countdown

A level is finishing soon...we bio students r still stuck with 2 more paper...so unfair... y start with bio n finish with bio.. i so wanna put down everything soon... hais...oh well..yesterdae was marks e end of Jc life for some ppl... n soon it will mark e end for me too... so many things happen..within 2 years.. dunno whether i have grown much..i hope some ppl did.. sad...somethings just has to come to end... i hope before i leave jc...i will leave with things to cherish abt..frens n memories of e place chalet is coming soon...cant wait for it...bio pls end soon

hais

me n my carelessness....everytime like tt

oh well...prelims is over...n 3 weeks more to my birthdae

yeah.....gonna be 18 soon finally...

i wanna alot of things for my birthdae though..hahas

wait....first on my prelims...

i was pretty calm...but i have a realli bad habit..

never read through carefully my qns..

never check through it carefully

everything boils down to one word: carelessness

oh well...maybe abit of complacency

hais....minty have to learn it hard nw

ok...next...birthdae is coming...12 oct

hope people will remember it...

haha...alevels mah...

everyone studying...sob sob...

haix...shod nt expect too much...

birthdae wish list...i also dunno wad i realli want...

haix...oh well..gonna grow old liao..

i still look like 14 though..hahas

dissapointment in myself

hais....prelims is coming n my head goes into a total black out for mock exams i m like so freak out...m i hiding my trueself...i feel so fake... tryin to hide this stupid fear... i think its coming back... so confused... little minty needs some pyschoing...

the countdown to prelims

Prelims is finally here......in less than 20 weeks time.. everyone is studyin alot...including me... i tryin to prevent a breakdown.... hahas....i can depend on alot of my frens though... Gp is broadening my mind alot...theories and philosophy... tryin to apply to myself...control of my mind.... i got realli little time to blog these daes...getting too tired also after a levels...i gonna give myself a good thought on how clear up my life...

hmmmm...food for thots

it seems like i have one month left...oh my...its so fast... things keep popin out of e blue... i realli wanted something badly..but couldnt get it...oh bother.. time pass...everyone is getting used to my act cute syndrome.. haha..i threaten them..one of these days i wod clone myself..n everyone wod have an overdosage of act cuteness..

back to my com

as many seem to keep buggin me for my blog...sorri ah...this was due to some minor problems with my com.. my com was infected with some virus...n couldnt have it back for 2 weeks...it for reformated.. ok...updates on my life nw... i have develop a new maths syndrome...keep doin maths,... my mind seem to be overloaded with too much stuff... i cant seem to focus on chem... physics i luv it alot.. whereas bio...i keep misplacin my books haha...my life is in a mess...due to some unfortunate events...something also turn upside down... but i shallnt elaborate on it..

maths

my life is nt suppose be onli filled with maths..n all i go home n do these daes is onli maths n more maths Ahhhhhhh....crazy oredi liao...enuf of maths..

todae i had tennis n squash......so happy destress myself...but then i play until my ears hurt... then they chase me up so tt i can rest... mr leow gave us alot of maths cant finish liao

oh well

due to high demands, i have decided to blog todae...i cant understand ppl realli...esp boys... i have grew up in a surrounding where it is all gurls.. i hate ppl who keep things frm me esp when something is goin on...somemore ppl who r close to u... cant stand it..i m being ignored by one of my good guy frens...y cant he just give me a straight stupid ans... argh....shall nt bother him animore...so irritating nt hangin ard e squash court often nw...must study... onli reason to go when mao is ard..hardly see her in skl...hais..alevels.. oh ya...made a new fren too...mao's good fren..hahas

time to have a mugger life

i havent been blogging much due to my hectic life...mid years has just finished..n 10 more weeks is prelims oh well, i think my standard is back to normal...after all e mess i have created, everything just seem so peaceful now...its good i think..ok..tt's all for nw..so lazy to blog these daes.

hols...

hmm....i have been mugging lately and my concentration level is improving...must mediate everydae to achieve it

my thots though still flyin everywhere...but i dun think of certain things animore..hahax

busy with skl work...watchin anime n movies..tryin to keep myself busy...

but a sense of loneliness seem to be surrounding me...everyone is growin up so fast...hahas..

i m still stuck in my own little world..

oh well..holidaes

man...i hate holidaes.. it gives me holidaes blues n i wod be skl sick... cant stay at home..wod be nagged at i think i have recovered frm all my trauma tt happen last month.. rollercoaster ride... i wish e daes dun pass to quickly... its like when one dae pass is one dae closer to a's i so so scared very scared wish i had someone to cling onto.... but everyone have their own problems to attend to.. oh wait...ppl my tagboard is down right at e bottom of e page.. pls tag...lonely gal here..

stress

i m feelin kinda stress lately.. horrible feeling.. i just dunwanna study.. i keep comin home n just sleep n sleep my appetitie getting worse.. i can just skip dinner everyday..n dun eat in skl.. so sick of eating liao.. oh no..wads happening.. two words: school stress

the road to recovery

i think i m up n going oredi.. no use thinking so much... but i maybe still alittle off... so ppl pls bear with me.. little minty wod be back wait for her to appear again..

hmm...pain

ever had ur heart broken twice...well it hurts so badly.. y history always repeat twice..on the same time of the year.. wonder how long to get over it.. oh well...one year of...

end of the week

this week has many events happening...to the volley ball gurls winning their match.. to me thinking too much of a situation sometimes i wish i could be my ownself again.. i have changed much i think.. saw my ex-teacher todae in skl...hahaha wonder wad he was doin there aniwae...he also said i have changed much.. with a level looming near, the increase of tests has become some sort of interesting.. i have gotten through one psychological barrier.. next is my other barrier of my fear... i mean to me...in a gurls skl for so long.. my studies always have been my precious... i mean in a gurls skl...all i had was my work.. i tried so hard to get away frm something.. but i have found e courage to face it i think.. hmm...around this time of year.. make me thot of last year..this period of time shant go into details though.. i still can remember every situation in e class so vividly.. hmm...mao is bringing me for a haircut tmr.. so happy..sis is also following... haix...so sorri to trouble mao so much.. lets see next week's progress bah..till then..i have to mug

story

i have gotten inspired by mao to start writing stories.. hmm...is u wanna check it out the website is herehttp://mintthots.blogspot.com/ feel free to give comments.. but then i feel rather stupid writing them..

it time for me to move on nw..

i think i have to move oredi..

i have been so stagnant for too long...

so mint, u must move...

judgin from today..

he is drifting frm me oredi..

he seem so far away..

n me just tryin to run aft him..

probably in the process i left myself some where..

i got to go back n pick me up...

i keep running..

my way of avoidance frm reality..

i run frm myself, studies, my frens

in e process...e pain is still building up frm there..

just waitin for me to explode..

run along nw..

its seems this days, i cant seem to sit down to long to study...

maximum time for studyin=20 minutes...

i do cram alot in 20 min...

my brain in its fastest speed..

after that...i slack..

like on thursday

i got so distracted..luv runnin around..

from e squash courts to e soccer game..

last soccer game of jj this year...

tmr...got gp..

its fun..but i always fall asleep..

next week..off to see the psychologist..

must go n find out e root of all problems..

cant be cryin in a levels rite..

yawn...kept playin squash with e j1s..

they r so sweet...nice ppl..

even though i play horribly..they still r patient with me..

aniwae..made good frens there though

so happy>.<

didnt noe someone can be so hardworking..

like it when tt one is serious mode..

rather pissed at kw..n ck, bleah..cant be bothered with them..

rather sacrifice my movies..

Guilty

i m feelin so guilty.. i shodnt had said something.. didnt control my mouth.. somebody save me.. guilt is eatin me inside how... tis my fault.. i have to bear e consequences nw..

minty

minty is just so me...

i luv skl badly

veri sian..though

the skl is nonsense

make us register online p.e timings

so stupid...

ok..enuf of that...

life has been hectic for awhile..

greatful tt its peaceful nw..

aniwae...i gonna learn tennis...still luv squash

i gonna be like mao..hook on it..

e gurls are tryin to teach me..

but i not so sporty..abit dissapointed with myself

i wonder wad he wod think if he sees me tryin to catch e ball...

n i dunno how to serve...always out of court..

hmmm....nationals are here..

mao is going to get really busy

moosy too...

i gonna get realli lonely..

but realli i hope she wins something..

good luck to moosy n mao...

so happy these few daes...

A little part of me

i always wish tt i will leave a part of me behind whenever i leave a place..

i hope i can leave something behind...

i wanna be remembered...nt for my name..

but remembered for who i m...

but part of me also got other people too

many have come into my life..n left me too

meeting n separation is part n parcel of life...

who will i be at the end of this year...

n where i go in the next stage of life...

still i just wanna have something that i can cherish..

Foreign

i dunno much abt u...

n duh....i wunnoe when u be sick...

but i can only be there when u need me...

but still i m just grasping for air myself...

SSEF 2005

Singapore Science Engineering Fair 2005 a pretty good experience, makin new frens seein new projects of high quality and also gain exposure and experience but still i lose out in some ends like nt studyin for physics test, missin out on lessons i still love my science a lot...passion is there but wad made me feel so unmotivated abt it..its the project i do i feel it is of so low quality n i sacrifice a lot for it y cant i do science n pursue another area... i feel so bored with just science and science pretty boring...i noe i also luv arts but nt good in writing them...

LOVE FIESTA 2005

Standing in the crowd watching the band perform.... is like the lyrics says: "Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you You are my only one" my hearts feels that way sometimes...is like i'm just waiting n waiting.. let it go.... let it go...

Ntu Jc challenge- the finale:18th feb 2005

Finally, ntu jc challenge is over....

Here are the results....we lost to Nj by a small margin....

As Professor has say, we cant please everyone...pretty true..

Reflections of the challenge...

the process is more important than e results, i feel we have bonded together alot...as a team

the amount of work we had done n e faith in each other pulled us through...

what is also important is also complete trust in each other...

sometimes ideally is wat u want...but in reality is nt..n we have to be flexible n compromise..

teachers n prof really helped us alot...but the greatese credit still go to mr ladfield who have supported us greatly...

oh really...i miss the old days of stayin in skl til late nites...havin meals together...

n the up n downs we have been thorugh...

throughly...it has been a amazing journey for 8 of us...

hope we can still be as a team until...the end of our J2 years

JJ CHALLENGERS OF NTU-JC CHALLENGE 2005

U ROX!

Chinese new year

ang paos....visiting relatives...quite a havoc this year... no lah....all i did was just sleep n sleep haha...i feel this year people r nt veri nice,,, purposely miss out some of us..n acting oblivious... Ntu jc challenge coming to a end.... hope we will win something...my greatest wish now.... i feel more free nw...nt realli bothered by him animore.... but valentine's dae is coming...we shall see then...

tryin to gain control over myself

dunno wads wrong

is like so obvious i need help....

to break a bad habit of mind...

cant he c it....wth....

i have to take control nw

is like everything has always been in my hands all this while..since secondary skl...

is like u were e one who told me to handle my life since young...

n nw i ask for help...

u refuse to give it to me...

u were e one who place e control in my hands..

n nw u realised tt i have grown up without u realisin it...

cant u c it....

u cant have e control back...i will nv give it back...i on my own nw

its always have been..silly...

i will find a way on my own..as always no way i will come to u for help anymore...tt's it my final decision

Shopping

i was shopping with mich and alfred today...

shopping for new year clothings...so happy got something

so nice to be out after so long...

really need air to breathe lah..

i found out todae that alfred is such a nice person...make a new fren todae...

mich also kept suaning both of us...

but aniwae i think we all enjoyed our day out...

shod do this more often....

but if there is time lah...

sick

i was made to stay at home kept sleeping e whole dae.... in e morning, i was abt to step out of e house... was stopped by my dad... refused to let me out of the house... anyway...one day at home todae

upon losing my voice

i think i have just lost my voice... its like when my ma tried to scold me... i dun have energy to quarrel back dun feel like toking.. we r goin to have a very quiet minty... peace n quiet...

sick

i think i have overwork myself.... come on....two science competition in a row... lots of datelines...for reports n so many teachers breathin down my neck... haha this week, i was late for skl for e 1st time in my entire life... i panicked n cried... then slammed my finger on e door... got injured n horribly swollen... almost every teacher knew... n so many pple knew... now...i'm sick... someone pls help me... got some more tests next week... i hate spa... but situation is getting better nw though there is so much stress... i still love skl>.<

some days r just like that

sometimes i wonder wat would be like to be just free of emotions....

it is so easy to get sad...

like the first day of skl...

e first day of class...

e first dae when u first noe tt special someone...

e first dae when u become firm friends....

The dae u realised something....tt somethings r impossible to achieve...

from 1st dae...comes e following

the bonds u make with ur frens...

the feelings n emotions u get

e experience u get...of feelings of special frens n people

Then comes the end....

the dae when we have our final year exams....

e support u have for each other....

n then....

comes graduation night...

where everyone separates to go on their own life journies...

but then u wod noe that they are still part of ur life's story...

n through this story u find even more things u wod treasure, regrets..

life it is a amazing journey one can find....

First day of skl

Nervous, dunno wat to expect..... Beginning a new day as a J2.. quite nice be seniors of e skl..... but frightening too.... class started..lessons as usual somethings i dun understand... y cant some people be nice to others? i hate it.... y m i so nice to people when no one appreciates me....

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