Everyone is tired because of me

I'm draggin everyone down..... Due to my crying, everyone seems very tired oredi after one year....esp mao. every single moment, she just always stood there n i watch me cry.... I think she feels helpless about me as she can't do anything.i'm glad she's there though. But i can tell she's very very tired, no more energy left to take care of me.... After all, she can't spend alot of time on me.I should just solve my problem on my own... It's to much a burden for others to bear. ok people, just wanna say a big thank you though... To mao:i will c a doctor,sorri ah....keep bothering u....havent been totally honest with u actually... one dae i will tell u y i'm crying, probably after i say, all the crying will stop...

me and myself

confused person....

Emotions running high

Exams are just over...feeling of relief, regrets and worry.Actually i quite worried in keeping my 4 A'level subjects. Ok, hope i will do well......hope mao n me can stay as classmates for 2 years..... reflections of the day...... 1. I'm getting even more confused as the days passed. It seems like more people getting wind of my situation. i dunno wat i'm feeling anymore. it's all messed up now.hope it wont go any deeper. 2.M i myself anymore? it seems that when i found one part of me, i lose another part of me. everyday keeps changing.......somehow i wish time wod just stop, but it is impossible at all. Can't take it...... 3.My situation finally....should i make a move first or just wait?seems like alot of people can't stand him....i wonder y.....but he seems like he doesnt care at all.ck say i shod just give up,it is impossible....mich say i shod say it out, so i can get the rejection and give up earlier,instead of letting it drag for one more year.. How wat to do?i'm lost, VERY lost....somebody... Oh well,i should let nature take it's course.After all, anything happen in this world will always have a reason behind it, i believe....