dissapointment in myself

hais....prelims is coming n my head goes into a total black out for mock exams i m like so freak out...m i hiding my trueself...i feel so fake... tryin to hide this stupid fear... i think its coming back... so confused... little minty needs some pyschoing...

the countdown to prelims

Prelims is finally here......in less than 20 weeks time.. everyone is studyin alot...including me... i tryin to prevent a breakdown.... hahas....i can depend on alot of my frens though... Gp is broadening my mind alot...theories and philosophy... tryin to apply to myself...control of my mind.... i got realli little time to blog these daes...getting too tired also after a levels...i gonna give myself a good thought on how clear up my life...

hmmmm...food for thots

it seems like i have one month left...oh my...its so fast... things keep popin out of e blue... i realli wanted something badly..but couldnt get it...oh bother.. time pass...everyone is getting used to my act cute syndrome.. haha..i threaten them..one of these days i wod clone myself..n everyone wod have an overdosage of act cuteness..