Friday, December 24, 2004

Christmas eve

sometimes, i dun realli like christmas....
It makes me feel so lonely...its like everyone is in pairs or in their group of frens...
Even though i have my own group...the emptiness is still there...
Tt's y i always leave my group.....on tt dae...
it's like e feeling of being alone is so beautiful, but yet sad also
alone u feel urself..when everyone is busy with themselves...
u will noe urself better....but at the same time sinking into this deep hole of saddness that u can never escape at all....
Christmas...wishing u have someone special with u.... but again....christmas n a new year....
leads to a new beginning, a new start N also a new END to end with....

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