Everyone is tired because of me

I'm draggin everyone down..... Due to my crying, everyone seems very tired oredi after one year....esp mao. every single moment, she just always stood there n i watch me cry.... I think she feels helpless about me as she can't do anything.i'm glad she's there though. But i can tell she's very very tired, no more energy left to take care of me.... After all, she can't spend alot of time on me.I should just solve my problem on my own... It's to much a burden for others to bear. ok people, just wanna say a big thank you though... To mao:i will c a doctor,sorri ah....keep bothering u....havent been totally honest with u actually... one dae i will tell u y i'm crying, probably after i say, all the crying will stop...