I cant let u have my heart for you dont feel the same as i do. Thus, i have to walk away or even run away now. I chose to abandon on what i feel and leave that part behind. No regrets as it was never right in the first place.

the bridge between us

I just want to say: I want to know you better, would you let me?

Christmas eve

On this day last year, i spend this day with you. One year forward, we have gone on our separate ways. As the end of the year approaches, reflection on past mistakes,achievements and choices seem to have mature me alittle, just alittle. I dont regret choosing this path, lets just look forward to the future and see what it holds for us. P.S: Have a happy christmas eve, sorry that i cant be home on this day.

An enchanted meeting

Have u ever felt enchanted with someone the first time u met them? I look forward for each chance to meet u again.

Just feeling neglected.

OMG.where the hell are you? Cant u spare me 5 minutes of your time!!!! *Just felt like screaming into somewhere.

understanding

I should understand the situation but can i be selfish just for once? Its not much i ask for.

blogging thoughts

hmmm. i think living as a single organism was ok. but now trying to live as 2 organisms, its so difficult.oh well.

Honours 2009

OMG!!! Presentation starts tomorrow and its only 20mins. 10mins talking 5 mins Q&A!!! So freaking scary. Honours assessment here WE COME!!!! Damn it, if only you were here. Hahas. miss u, <3 u.

Thoughts

Sitting in the post graduate room in the library and watching the sunset as i do my work. The time just ticks by and quietness envelops me. Under the same sky but in two different places with a 2 hours time difference. I still miss your warmth dearly.

thoughts

I really miss you so much.Homesick~

a new beginning for 2009

Finally after 8 months, i can say im happy for now. Honours is here. Just have to pull through this 9 months. Cant wait to be home!

what am i to you?

Sometimes,i just dont understand. What am i to you? You show me affections but push me away at the same time. I am confused by you, but we left so little time together. am i yours or are u mine?

a new year

A new year has finally come.This means all my greatest fears and challenges will come true. To all my friends in spore, i am really not going back this year. Anyway Happy new year everyone.

fustrations and venting

I just need to get this out of my chest. Hate You!!!!!!!! Damn it. Its just so hard when im still so fond of you. Urgh!

emoness

Facing a junction, separation seems near. Different paths everyone is getting onto. I think we will meet again somewhere in the future. I am sure.

my thoughts

I....dont want to go but there seems to be no place for me. Should i linger on further, but separation just seems so hard.

sugar and spice

Love is just like sugar and spice, bittersweet. For those who are recovering from a heartbreak, its really good. I really need to recover my smile back.

haizzz

I think i have just created a mess. Have to find a solution to it.

exam time

Its been ages since i blog since there is nothing interesting in my life.oh well. i guess no one reads it anyway.Its already third year of my undergraduate study. I guess people do reallly grow after 3 years, all the hopes and inspirations.I am also turning 21 this year. Time to step into young adulthood, comes with responsibilities and society obligations. here are some recent photos taken this year: The four girls in Three Monkeys.

announcements

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